So CZ was very concerned with his heart flutter things and has gone to emergency...I can't be there as the kids are in bed and going to school tomorrow. I asked him to text me what's going on hourly if possible. He isn't going to work tomorrow because of the emergency tonight, as who knows what is the next step. I must say I feel stressed about this. I feel it's going to be ok, but have a small part that tries to rear it's head up and say" he's not going to be ok....he's gonna get real sick...he's gonna die." I can't listen to it. Even writing it down seems to have given it more presence.
It will be better, once is figured out it can work towards a better outcome.
I am going now, but I hope this comes to you well:)